Hello, Hello~ this is an announcement post~!

So, a new chapter in life equals into a new blog! That and blogspot gets boring fast. I haven't really customized my new blog which isn't actually that new since I've had it for a while but just never used it... but LJ is down for emergency maintenance... But yeah.

Here it is anyway~~ At the moment, it says Kiss Goodbye, lol.

THANKS KRAM, AIMI AND ISABELL FOR A WONDERFUL DAY TODAY.♥

...I just bought two CDs today. *headdesks*

To feed my Mandopop craze. Zhang Li Yin and JJ Lin. I should be happy but I'm not. I feel miserable, as miserable as before I bought it, as sad as before I bought it.

I MAY HAVE REASONS FOR HATING THAILAND AT THE MOMENT. TO BE EXACT, IT'D BE BANGKOK. ;____________________;

SM I HATE YOU TOO. ;______________________;

AND I CAN'T FIND MY BLING BLING JONGHYUN. (It's the tofu, if you must know) ;___________;

I crave Mandopop, omg. D: Mi, I blame you, you Lee Hom fanboy. ;___;

觅觅 I'm sorry but I really do love you. ;___;

I'm TIRED. ;-;

I had fun but my feet hurt ;___;

And, lol. I still need to get speakers. .___. Small ones like the one I saw in Mac the other day! Except they didn't have it anymore when I went earlier... .___.

And that Ice Cream plushie is so cute. I'd probably get it if only it wasn't RM68-ish? I forget the price. u___u It's so cute... but it's yellow. ;-;

OMG SOMEONE STOP ME.

I'M STAYING UP TO 3AM, WATCHING TALENTED BOYBANDS IN WHICH A MEMBER IS LIKE FOURTEEN AND DANCES LIKE HOSHITOMGHECAN'TBEFOURTEEN GIVING CUTE INTRODUCTIONS.

HELP.

IT'S 4AM. I'M WATCHING VIDEO CLIPS OF CHUNJI RADIO. HELP ME. HELIUM!VOICES SO CUTE. SO CUTE.

Meme from Shabear~

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to every question.
4. With the answers, comment on how it relates to the question.

1.. How am I feeling today?
해봐 (GOOD LUCK!!)
No. I'm not in a mood to introduce my friends to each other so that broken hearts may be mended. :(

2. Will I get far in life?
Hug
...Erk. I don't know. :( I'm going to hug everyone on Earth? IDK.

3. How do my friends see me?
Love Song
Someone constantly in love? Someone who loves a lot yet doesn't really?

4. Will I get married?
Gray Noise
...No?

5. What is my best friend(s) theme song?
Groovy!
*dies laughing* Maybe. Maybe~

6. What is the story of my life?
Lesson One (Tablo's Word)
I'm still learning the story of my life. We're still in Chapter One, Book One, maybe.

7. What was high school like?
闇v．s．光～Prologue
Darkness vs. Light? Uh... it wasn't that dramatic...

8. What's in store for this weekend?
Clearing the Mind at the Break of Dawn
Ah... Meditation, perhaps. But I'm going up to Genting. idk.

9. How is my life going?
A Calm/Peace of Mind
You wish. I wish.

10. How can I get ahead in life?
Eternal Snow.
...I get ahead in life by letting it constantly snow in my heart? Idk. It's pretty barren and frozen as it is.

11. What’s the best thing about your friends?
Drive (Extended ver.)
...They drive? Lol.

12. What song will they play at my funeral?
Believe
Unfortunately, what will we believe in? Believe that I will not find rest after my death? Believe that I will be contented and pass on? Believe that I have believed in God?

13. How does the world see me?
神聖なる解放
....Pfft. AS IF.

14. Do people secretly lust for me?
絆
A bond? What bond? Bondage? ;D

15. How can I make myself happy?
여우비 (Like Weather…)
Huh. My mood's like the weather. That's probably true. But my mood also does change with the weather. And I don't believe in making myself happy because I can't make myself happy. It doesn't work like that. When it comes, it'll come. Maybe it'll be like the Fox Rain, rain on a sunny day.

16. What should I do with my life?
Your Heart, My Heart.
Connect people. Maybe. But first I need to fix myself.

17. Will I ever have children?
Intro
....I don't know? The introduction to life as a parent, no thank you. :(

18. What would you strip to?
重伤
I would strip with a severe wound? WTF. NO. I WOULDN'T STRIP TO ANYTHING.

19. What does your mom think about you?
One
I suppose I am her one daughter.

20. What is your deep, dark secret?
Underground Railroad.
My secret is like a railroad that is underground. It is there but you don't see it. You may feel it when it moves, may feel the effect of it but you won't know what it is until you find out for yourself. Find it, see it, experience it. Before that, you really won't know.


21. What is your mortal enemy’s theme song?
Sweet bluedays～GREENHORN VERSION～
*dies laughing* VERY NICE SONG MORTAL ENEMY.

22. What is your personality like?
갈증 (A Man In Love) (Remix Ver.)
I admit that I do thirst for a lot of things, probably, yes, maybe like a man in love. But I am not a man and I don't know what a man thirsts for when they're in love. I desire for a lot, I desire for more than what people think I do. I desire and want so much from myself, from everyone but I have continue denying myself of it. I will continue thirsting for it, want it, but maybe one day, I'll die because of it.

23. What song will be played at your wedding?
花瓣墜落
WTF. Lol. My wedding would be cancelled. LMAO.

24. Your overall theme song?
Perfect
I wish, really, I do. But perhaps... it is because I crave perfection. I want it. I want my writing to be good, to be perfect. I want my looks to be better than average, I want to have the perfect eyes, perfect body. I crave perfection because then I'll be seen. I'll be adored. I'll be loved and wanted, needed. I crave mental perfection, emotional perfection. I wish I could be perfect enough to give unconditional love.

But the simple truth is that I'm lacking all that I crave for and I hate myself for it.

I hate myself for smiling when I'm hurt, for pretending that everything's fine.

Happy Heenim day~♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RELLA~♥

Continue being as witty and snarky and pretty as always. We, ELF, love you~♥ Well. I know I do. :D;

Every little piece of you, I do. ;D♥ Even your bad Japanese, really. XD♥

I exist. See me. Hear me. Feel me. I am here. I am breathing.

On other news, I... am probably going to change blogs once I'm in Aussie but I'll probably maintain the URL? Idk. We'll see. At the moment I have haefish, Kiss the Heart and this one. u___u

And... I'm not sure whether I should go for the 5Sc1 gathering and if I do, I'll probably wear a simple dress there so that Kramface can actually see me in a dress? idk. u____u

The Reasons for Smiling.

Eczema is ridiculously itchy today. It must be the dust u____u or the fried chicken. Look, I did say that fried food is bad for you. u___u

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When the wound within your locked-up memories
Touches your heart soundlessly
You’ll smile kindly; but behind it, there are tears of loneliness

Yearn for a boundless strength
And with those who you believe in, dash upwards many times

I want to protect, I want to believe, all of the reasons for smiling
Ferocity and love, too, I’ll accept everything
I won’t ever let go of your hand again, aiming for that light


Overlapping our chests that we sympathize with
In our thoughts that can forgive and share with each other
I keep praying words of an oath so that they won’t change

Yearn for a fearless heart, lift the dream that you believe in
And embrace me with both of your hands

I want to love, I want to feel, all of the reasons for smiling
Tell me as it as, even the shout of your heart
I won’t ever avert my eyes again
Igniting that light


Yearn for a boundless strength
And with those who you believe in, dash upwards many times

I want to protect, I want to believe, all of the reasons for smiling
Ferocity and love, too, I’ll accept everything
I want to love, I want to feel, all of the reasons for smiling
Tell me as it as, even the shout of your heart
I won’t ever let go of your hand again, aiming for that light.